Newsflash. Your day just cannot get any worse than this.

First you vomitted in the morning but carried on fasting simply because "do not want to waste" the fast. And then you come home only to realise that your bloody (pun intended) best friend has decided to pay you a rather early visit. The timing couldn't be better. geewhiz.

After settling down, you decide to catch up on all the news on the net that you've beeing missing out on. You come across a page, belonging to a former boyfriend. You read on with a concentration so immense. You're interested in knowing what he has been up to these days and how's life treating him so far. You know, just to see if your life's at least a little better than others'. Happily, you read on. And BHAM! There you have it. You feel like everything you're worth just plummeted down to levels so low a magnitude, you're really nothing better than the bacteria that feeds on the scum that grows on the fungi (if that actually made any sense at all).

You broke up more than a year ago with a person whom you felt wasn't the one you wanted to be with. After 3 years. To break up with a person after 3 years was a tough thing to do but you had to do what you had to do. But that was it. You didn't want to be with him because you didn't want to be with him or anyone for that matter. It wasn't as if you left him because you hated him. Even after the break-up, there wasn't any remorse or hatred. Not one tiny bit. At least not on your part.

And there it was, that sentence "I hated the three years I was with her".

Despite being the one who initiated the break-up, there hasn't been a single day of your waking life that you tell yourself you've wasted 3 friggin' years of your life and that you hated every single moment you were with him. Not even a minute. You spent almost 36 months of your lives together and he just told the world he hated those 3 years.

You wonder if all those boyfriend-girlfriend things ever said meant anything to him.

Sure, it's not like you lost a great deal. Just a teeny weeny bit of your heart.

So really, you are now thinking if this is worth moping about.

Ask that God sheds his Grace on you and shows you a brighter path for there can never be a better month than this to ask.

You tell yourself you'll be fine and you know that this shouldn't matter at all.
Kwinella @ 5:02 PM!