I was about to switch off this damn thing when I said to myself "oh come on, one last site before you go read that stupid book just to make yourself sleepy". I ended up at some anorexic's weblog and that was when I became dumbstruck and couldn't even think of anything to think. of.

At that juncture, I began to realise how shallow I've been all this while, thinking that these cases only appear on tv. And I was actually stupid beyond belief as to assure myself that there is no one in this world with eating disorder (other than those who're actually struggling to live amidst famine and droughts). I did so because I was so sure that no one in their right minds would deprive themselves of food and would want to be so skinny, that they could just disappear from the face of the Earth.

And then I told myself, please don't let this be real. Please let this all be in a dream; that I chanced upon this blog in a dream, while I'm asleep. Man, this sucks big time.