Today felt so empty and yet satisfying at the same time. It is probably because I slept for nearly 12 hours. And yesterday, I don't really know what to make out of what happened yesterday. I just felt the urge to go out and spend all my money. It was very fulfilling, but at the end of the day, as I sat at my desk, looking at my very empty wallet, I was somewhere near the state of being mortified. I was flat out broke. I am now a bankrupt. With no love-life, no job and no cash, I am a very, very sad girl. Ohh but what the hell. I slept my worries away and woke up to a pretty pleasant friday afternoon. But of course, the penniless state that I was in the previous night remains unchanged. So much for waking up to a brighter day. I wanted to watch Love Me If You Dare again but had a change of mind because I figured that good things should only come around once. So, I went to sleep at about 3-ish in the afternoon. I seriously have no recollection whatsoever of what I did this afternoon. I do however, remember watching The Nanny and Bewitched. heh. Now can you see for yourself? I'm a good-for-nothing.

The weekend is here and I've absolutely nothing planned. I shall probably not go out, after much consideration given to my financial status. Eurgh. I hope it will not be another day of uno for me and my sister. When you win almost all the time, the thrill of the game just wanes *smirks*.

What is happening to me.

No money and dateless on a weekend (this, is not so new).

I miss my girls. Loretta, Stephanie, Michelle (just to name a few). It doesn't help that you're all so busy and I am perpetually broke and am now even more broke. I feel mostly depressed now. Even more so whenever I think of the show I saw on television the other day with my family. Bora Bora. The day I can treat myself to a vacation in Bora Bora will be the day pigs can fly and the sky tears open with money pouring down.

To rid myself of negativities, I shall now watch setinggan. I think it's a weird movie. It's weird and yet, each time the opportunity arises for me to watch it, I'd gladly grab it. I'm weirder. It's no wonder I'm alone.