I feel like being a mean bitch and pour everything out here. But verily, I am fasting. So sabar ajelah. For the love of God, how did he think I got my tudung to be stable and stiff despite having a bus zoom by and or when the wind seemed like it could blow all of us away unlike my mum's which is always so lendot and out of shape??? But nevermind that. It is a very trivial and unnecessary issue to be frustrated about. It is not even an issue la. And yet I am so riled up about it. Eurgh. So nonsense lah. Yes yes, I know that ultimately, the hair is covered. But I am the sort who takes great pains in ensuring good presentation. Anything in shambles or with creases is not to be tolerated. Is it my fault that I want to look presentable and neat? Huaaaarggghhhhh.

Syawal as always, marks the celebration for those who've abstained from food, drink, bad deeds and for those who've had a fruitful Ramadhan. Happiness is synonymous with the celebration of Syawal. This year however, I will get a feel of what it is like to celebrate Syawal in a hospital. I don't even know if that's a celebration in its own right lah. And also, it sucks to prepare for exams when you're fasting with a blocked nose and a throat engulfed by phleghm. That was a different matter altogether but who cares. Let's just be random, all right?

In any case, the following is taken from someone's blog and apparently, like me, she had taken it from someone else's blog too. So to that someone, it's a small world. Sharing is good, yes? This is actually intended for iqbal. Bal, this is with reference to what I see in him... (this is not the full version because I figured that only some would be relevant)

I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because it's true.

I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are.

I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise and support you.

I'm the guy who will hold you when you are crying and wipe away your tears.

I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful even without make up but instead, in sweat a big t shirt.

I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you do not want to.

I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you're not feeling well.

I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead.

I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk.

I'm the guy who isn't afraid to tell to tell you that he loves you (a bit doubtful about this one though)

I'm the guy who doesn't care about your imperfections and love you more for them.

I'm the guy who really wants to make you happy just because you deserve every bit of it.

Okay on another note altogether, I'd like to wish all Hindus a HAPPY DIWALI/DEEPAVALI!